I still have a headache from that damned sun! ::chuckles::

Today was Fun Fest...which meant five hours of rides, carnival food, and laying down so that I wouldn't puke my guts out ::grins::
Apparently, I've lost whatever it is that makes me immune to the spinning rides...I got quite sick. Fortunately, I was still able to enjoy myself...I got to eat a lot (they thought I should fill my stomach, so that I wouldn't dry heave if it came to that ^_^). Paige and Kiera bonded...::gets a satisfied smirk on his face as he thinks of what could come of this::

While I was in the port-a-potty, Whitney got the idea that they should try to force their way in...Paige's brother was very persistent. ::chuckles:: They gave me an excuse to yell and make violent threats. Naturally, they didn't break through...there's no way I would allow myself to be pubicly humiliated like that ^_^

My only regret...well, duh! It didn't last long enough! ::chuckles:: As with all good things, I didn't want it to end. I can't say I was too upset at the farewell, though...::chuckles::

And so ends another absolutely wonderful day in my life...despite the heat exhaustion and frequent nausea (Oh yeah, I never learned...I kept going back on the rides! ^_^).

- Kitsune!

  posted by Blaed @ 9:23 PM

 
I feel kind of poetic right now. It's not the depression I've been fighting with recently...this is like a happy poetic. ::smiles:: I'd write something, but I really don't want to put any effort into it. It's like I'm in the most beautiful garden I've ever seen and I'd rather enjoy it here and now than write a description to enjoy later. I'm standing next to a reflection of myself and I'm not scowling or feeling sorry for myself. Things have truly brightened for me. ::smiles:: I'm not really that uber-hyper Kitsune that I was before, but I'll be there by tomorrow. I'm sure of it ^_^

  posted by Blaed @ 8:19 PM

 
::vocalizes to the tune of "The Heart Asks Pleasure First"::

  posted by Blaed @ 10:00 PM

 
Of course, I'm not back to my happy self. I found out that I made it onto the speech squad...yay. I don't know why I'm so depressed, though. I should be happy...I get to see Whitney on Saturday. ::sighs:: I just don't know what's wrong with me. I don't think it's the Alex thing, because I don't really think about Alex. It can't be Blake, 'cause I'm over him. So what in the hell is wrong with me? Why can't I be happy?

::sighs:: My profile really is accurate now. I may be laughing on the outside...but inside...I'm crying as I slowly die.

But why am I dying?

  posted by Blaed @ 9:07 PM

 
So they told me that they didn't want to go to Fun Fest for six hours. They also told me that they won't drop me off at eleven and pick me up at five...I understand it's a long drive...but still, it upset me. I'm not mad at all...I'm just depressed. They killed Kitsune. My happy, carefree existence is put on hold.

I don't see why I'm so upset about this. ::sighs:: It's not like we aren't going at all. I'll still get to see Whitney. ::sighs:: I guess I've been too happy for too long...I haven't been sad or upset for days, I think. It's about that time, I suppose. ::sighs:: I hate this.

  posted by Blaed @ 9:16 PM

 
Okay...let's try this new comment thingie...

  posted by Blaed @ 9:14 PM

 
And thus ends another Sunday night, bringing me back to the week. Twenty-five days of school lie ahead of me...then there are those three months of freedom...::smiles::

Come to me, Summer. I am waiting.

- Kitsune! ^_^

  posted by Blaed @ 10:42 PM

 


Oh, what can I do now

For the one I love?

There are no dreams that can't come true.

I believe in what lies ahead.



Because I believe that love will save us every time.

Open yourself to eternity...to our mysterious play.


  posted by Blaed @ 5:14 PM

 
After several hours of television, I am finally ready to head off to sleep. I've been watching TV since eleven...so...that's five hours! ^_^

- Kitsune! ^_^

  posted by Blaed @ 4:17 AM